beyond contented

have never felt any

contented, 

blessed,

thankful, 

happy, 

and overall, any better before.

for all the months that I have not been updating,

all that I felt were entirely bliss.

as usual, whats life?

without storms and heavy rains

and whats happiness?

without pressure

and of course, 

mental breakdown

by all means, 

they were the baby steps.

In every words, 

patience are the key

to indescribable feeling,

like joy,

excitement, 

and heartfelt warmth,

as the reward.

stay always strong, 

and forever have faith 

in whatever happens, 

happens.

and how'd u face it,

is how u'd want it to end like.

be true to yourself.

you are forever

& always 

the only one,

who deserves u.

for who u are.

way better than

anyone could ever

deserve.

and in my case,

Syukur Alhamdulillah

for every blessings.

I'm beyond contented, ya Rabb