eternally lucky

Hey there charming, 

If u ever wonder how much I love u, wonder no more my man. 

On how entirely u trust actions way better than words,
that's as equal as how badly I wanna prove u that I meant everything I say.

remember the word "my happy pill"? 

U were as if the pills that kept me happy, 

along the way.

u're the reason of my happy.

have u ever heard the idea of beyond contented before?
or perhaps beyond delighted?

well thats how I felt to have u in my life.
It were all as if I was the cheerful baby after getting her milk from mum.
yea, I was the baby. and u were the mum
that gave me energy to live

truth be told, u were just, magical.

every now and then, sayang.

I was nothing without ur existence, haziq,

I was lost and nowhere to be found, without u around.

and also, u're my favourite view.

I was looking at u, and my heart

loves the view.

every single time u're right in front of me,

I was never not amazed, 

on how insanely charming, 

freaking handsome

and smoking hot u were,
and incredibly still are. 

u're one hell of a gorgeous mankind, love

that I would capture u with my eyes,
to be kept in my gallery's mind

If I could.

& your voice ugh

hands down the sex to my ears, sayang

whenever I hear the sound of ur laugh,

giggles, and manja naughty tone

god damn such a reliever.

stress mana pun I, lepas dengar ur voice,

the pressure disappears.

thats how heavenly favourable ur voice is.

and man, ur thoughts,

are very one of a kind. 

I would never know that u would think it that way

and believe it or not,

u always left me speechless, all the time.

Dashing how u are very mature but
playful as heck
sampai habis i kena sakat!
Masha Allah haziq,
tengok ur pictures in school,
dengan tatap muka u yang sekarang,
Allah je tahu how dah besarnya u.
Stop growing so tall
and so fast, sweetheart. 

but sayang, I can never imagine how would my soul be like,

without ur guidance, 

supports, advices, affection

and attention.

guess I can never survive life without u sayang.

and oh god,
I'm perfectly blessed on how lovely 

ur mum was to me.

She was so open-minded
and the modern stylish young lady
That she doesnt even look like a mum???

she dresses up so stunningly!

oh how beautifully wonderful
the feeling of getting closer to her
as the day goes by, is.
She sums up my life, sayang.

felt so luckily happy to have supportive
another mama to be :')

out of all the mums yang i kenal,

ur mum is my fav. and my number #1

and of course, my priority. 

Loving her as much as I love u. 

no amount of money would be enough  

to thank her for such a boy she gave birth to.

There's not another man in the world that
I could be bad for, sayang.
and all that I ever wanted u to know was
I love u more than even the most heartfelt words can express.

I pray for more happy and fun adventures, 

holidays, events and years more to go, haziq.

may we last long and everlasting, dunia and Akhirat <3

u're all that truly matters to me sayang.

& totally yours