when you don't even know how to feel anymore.
and yea, what to feel?
slowly losing the idea, of how to react over something. and even to feel about it
the feels. at nights where you'll feel useless, as f. where there's only you who got your back.
the night where you wish for nothing else but, someone to talk to.
because suddenly, it turns out to be so lonely. and dull
your life, became dull.
in just a blink of an eye
for all of a sudden
from blue to grey.
...and that might also, drags you here
where..
Its already 01:43 a.m.
and youre still stuck here
writing about what to feel
and how are you feeling
therefore you have class
to attend, early in the morning,
and it is just the next few hours away?
what to write about?
when you completely feel nothing,
regarding what had happened to you,
about what has life brought to you,
the problems you're facing even,
you're handling it,
as if you're out of control
you've had enough.
and you're tired, as hell.
to even give a single damn
about the things
that actually
revolves around you.
once again,
what to write about?
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